Resisting strangers, I have done that. Even with y- someone I know, who I have a history with and am meltingly attracted to, I've still managed to hold out and bring it home to Arthur.
The challenge lies only with this one Ood.
The way he looks at me...the way he talks to me...when he's around I simply can't think clearly. I know I should resist but even just being near him is so unspeakably delicious I don't want to tear myself away, wanting it for just a little longer, and before I know it I've fallen.
Even when he tries to help, says we shouldn't, behaves like a gentleman, it only makes me want him so badly I can hardly stand. The more we push each other away the more we're drawn to each other. The first time we ever succumbed, the whole time we were both insisting with every touch that we shouldn't. And yet, oh, we couldn't stop.
*one hand moving unconsciously up to her collar, fingers trailing across her throat*
I need to be able to clear my head where he's concerned. Even just remembering him now, look - *holds out her hand* I'm shaking, my heart is racing, and I'm so wet for him I ache.
This is much more than an attraction to some beautiful boy, no matter how unbelievable they are.
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Date: 2006-12-12 05:44 pm (UTC)Resisting strangers, I have done that. Even with y- someone I know, who I have a history with and am meltingly attracted to, I've still managed to hold out and bring it home to Arthur.
The challenge lies only with this one Ood.
The way he looks at me...the way he talks to me...when he's around I simply can't think clearly. I know I should resist but even just being near him is so unspeakably delicious I don't want to tear myself away, wanting it for just a little longer, and before I know it I've fallen.
Even when he tries to help, says we shouldn't, behaves like a gentleman, it only makes me want him so badly I can hardly stand. The more we push each other away the more we're drawn to each other. The first time we ever succumbed, the whole time we were both insisting with every touch that we shouldn't. And yet, oh, we couldn't stop.
*one hand moving unconsciously up to her collar, fingers trailing across her throat*
I need to be able to clear my head where he's concerned. Even just remembering him now, look - *holds out her hand* I'm shaking, my heart is racing, and I'm so wet for him I ache.
This is much more than an attraction to some beautiful boy, no matter how unbelievable they are.
It's an addiction.