I can't ask him, either, what he thinks I should do. If I decided not to tell him, but he knew that decision, he'd always wonder.

No. If I'm going to slip, I need to own my mistake and tell him, however afraid I might be of the consequences. It's only fair to be honest with him. I would rather know, if our positions were switched.

Jack, can I ask you something?

Why did you agree to come here tonight?